This is going out to someone i really care about... someone who's come to mean so much to me after almost 5 years of knowing each other.
Dearly Beloved friend,
A while ago you asked me to write you a letter, old fashioned style, even throw in a dash of my very own cologne so that you'd have an idea of my scent by the time you got the letter.
When you first asked me to do it i felt it was way too corny, i even asked why I couldn't just put it up on my blog right here but you insisted it be a letter hand written by me and mailed through the post office and not DHL/UPS/FEDEX.
I initially couldn't understand why. It really seemed corny i have to say again and i felt the early signs of reluctance creep in.
The thought of doing it rolled around in my head for days and i kept on going through the whole process this letter would take before getting to you.
I though about the kind of paper i would have to use..how my hand writing would look like (my hand writing's like chicken foot marks), the kind of envelope i would have to purchase, the words and thoughts i would have to put down, what things i would describe, the things on my mind i would want to share with you.
I thought about the cologne you wanted me to add. The possibility that the scent would be gone by the time it had gone by air and road before reaching you without even a trace that it was even added.
I was worried i might disappoint you, that after every thing, you would find the letter all too bland and underwhelming.
But something kept on telling me to write this letter cause there really was something to say. In fact a lot to say to that effect.
I suspect something isn't just right with you, and I'm not sure if a letter would take it all away. Or maybe it will.
I honestly want to write you the letter dear, its not too much to ask if i think about it.
I know you're going through a lot, its too obvious when i hear your voice on the phone. The need to feel closer to home, i suspect is engulfing you or maybe I'm just wrong about this.
As you await my letter, i just want you to do me a few favors i hope might help;
Go out and see a movie.
Watch the music channel more often.
Talk to your family and friends about the good things in life
take yourself less seriously
Go out shopping for a new pair of shoes just cause you feel like it and meet a new friend
And most of all, see yourself for who you truly are and not who others think you are.
I know it feels lonely out there, but getting through this will only make you stronger.
I'll mail that letter no matter what and i promise it'll be one of the best things you've ever read.
Take care my dear friend,
Thanks for being who you are to me.